I met one of the most wonderful, intelligent, amazing, inspirational woman of my life. I have had the opportunity to fall in love with this amazing soul!! I finally got the courage to see if she wanted to become more than friends, we have EVERYTHING in common, down to the type of ice cream we like.... I couldn't have found a more perfect match. However she is "seeing how things go" with another person from her past, that isn't a match for her at all. This is a common story, a very real issue in my life, I just would like to understand what is wrong with me. I know it cant be the other women, so it must be something I am doing wrong, or something about me that just isn't right. I have been told I am the perfect boyfriend, however Im not sure how those ladies can say that about me when they have never dated me.
Maybe I am destined to die alone, if so then please come take me sooner than later :-(
Very Depressed and Alone
